Journal

 

March 14

" This early morning .. I was warring in the spirit.

The first thing that stands out to me in reviewing all here is how seriously at war I am when all immediately around seems to go about as 'regular' ... Jesus keeps me .. my very LIFE . Thank you JESUS .

I also thank Jesus God for heart to intercede for the salvation of my enemies .. in the very midst of war. For, their fate standing against me is certain , as I stand one who Loves GOD . 

11 “O afflicted one, storm-tossed and not comforted,

behold, I will set your stones in antimony,

and lay your foundations with sapphires.

12  I will make your pinnacles of agate,

your gates of carbuncles,

and all your wall of precious stones.

13 All your children shall be taught by the LORD,

and great shall be the peace of your children.

14  In righteousness you shall be established;

you shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear;

and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

15  If anyone stirs up strife,

it is not from Me;

whoever stirs up strife with you

shall fall because of you.

16 Behold, I have created the smith

who blows the fire of coals

and produces a weapon for its purpose.

I have also created the ravager to destroy;

17  no weapon that is fashionedagainst you shall succeed,

and you shall refute every tongue that rises against you in

 judgment.

This is the heritage of the servantsof the LORD

and their vindication from Me, declares the LORD.”  (Isa 54)

Last night I awoke to speak The Name JESUS .. into the scene in which I saw I was engaged, where a woman who looked as an 'androgen' laying down was trying to get a bite of me like a cannibal... specifically at my back ...

... 

I'm humbled in what I discovered when going to look up the spelling of androgen, where a definition result included 'hormone .. regulates development in vertebrates .. ' essentially meaning in those with backbones ..

I'm humbled because I don't do enough research, seeking out .. into things I see ... This experience shows me that I need to be faithful by increasing in searching out ...

In searching out unexpectedly .. I found clear interpretation that someone without a constitution, so to speak .. was trying to do violence and destruction to mine ..

The dream portion of her trying to do this while laying down draws out the definition ...

Yesterday after a meeting, I spoke out the resource vision I have been faithfully stewarding with Hope in The LORD to perform it .. moving in opposite spirit to what had been entertained in the previous moments. I had no idea at that time the violence involved . 

 The dream points to the violent warring I was in fact engaging .

The Kingdom of Heaven advances violently... and the violent TAKE IT by Force . In The LORD Jesus , in WHOM I am Mighty warrior. Amen


While spinelessness could on surface appear not to be much to call for violent warring against, my dream last night showed me violently spineless exists in the spirit ...

An interesting meaning sum up .. according to how GOD fashioned for the Victory no less .. The word ' vertebrate' jumped out at me on the androgen results page .. where there were definitions that did not include the specification .. And, clarity multiplied also in the full definition , as the person symbolized reported that she planned to have her uterus removed.

It's entirely neccessary that I witnessed the intensity of this battle in the spirit because I otherwise would not have gathered the resulting conclusions otherwise ... instead , likely to keep 'peace' when there's a war for my very life .

Thank you Jesus for Keeping me and Keeping me ALIVE .

AMEN AMEN     "